FOR ALL THESE TIMES.

school was good today. slack. best day in the week. had math consultation which helped me understand summation much better. econs lecture was cut in half by mr lees bad temper. its funny how he always gets angry every time. and he walks in a circle around the lecture, but walking out, and coming in the other way. haha. after that was a waste of time at pw. and then schools out bitches. had cooking club. its damn slack. i think i can get exco. HAHA. there are only 3 boys. me joe and quanjun. haha. we surely in exco. haha. played some stupid dough game then me joe and grace left.

after that i went to meet my good old og7 and old sa pals. played pool. its really nice to see them all again. but today it wasnt like as fun as last time. maybe cause not everyones here and the new people just feel different. its not that they suck or something its just wierd. i dont really know them. so its wierd. well. i really miss the 1st 3 months in sa. the life i lived, the environment, and the times i have had with my og there. there seemed to be no worries and everyday was so relaxed. i enjoy the times we've had, chilling at the mattress, chatting at the cafe, playing bridge snapjack assasin at the tac, slacking at the gallery, playing soccer with everyone, folding hearts at the gallery, skipping a whole day of lessons so we can hang out together, going to school just to have fun with no worries, skipping school so we would hang out, touching johns botak head, skipping tutorials with timo and dae, going to macs and climbing over the fence, mahjong madness at ll's and colleens, mahjong at vanessas park, pool, cycling at east coast, queuing for donuts, prank calls, going out together, the bbq at sarinas place. i have had memories that i really miss. i have made friends that i feel attached to. its quite sad that there is no more of this life. the fairy tale is over. its funny how i can make such great friends in the period of 3 months. and i feel so attached to them that its so different in sa without some of them. at least some of them are still here but its just not the same. i would turn back time to relive my first 3 months if i could. i had great time. although i kinda like my class now but i still miss those times badly. i hope that all my friends i've made will not drift away, because i don't let go of friends easily. i will always remember the memories i've had and the friends i've made. its really been a hell of a great time, my first 3 months. og 7 and a 07. i'm really going to miss the fuck out of it.


back to fucking life. the serious studies and the pressure of jc is starting to press on me now.


i cant imagine if grace wasnt here in sa with me. i think i'd die.

i really miss my secondary school friends too. the brothers i have made in the land of green shorts and poky metal buttons. all those great times and memories, those times of trouble and havok, the times of what youth is really all about, the soccer, the times we've chilled, the drinks, and of course the wild nights out. i kind of miss secondary school life, the environment, the teachers, the friends. the routine the the daily life we used to have. we cut queues, played soccer, smashed things, busted lockers, sprayed extinguishers, shook vending machines, got in trouble, broke things, been rude to teachers, pissed them off, broke into school at night, the times where rules meant so little to us. we were 4-7. we were the wildest boys they had. the life for a 4-7 wild boy, i miss indeed. hope to meet up with my 4-7 brothers soon for some soccer, and hopefully another break into school for new memories. (and videos)