BE YOUR LOVE.

the weekends are over! but tuesday is a public holiday. woohoo. okay my weekend.

saturday.
had lunch with grace at wisma's food republic. then we walked about and shopped. all the shops having like nothing interesting -.- my god, what the fuck are the designers doing. well, i still want a fred perry white polo tee very badly ): BUY FOR ME PLEASE. well. after that, we headed to church, where we thought the kids. the kids are getting really wild. well. after that it was off to dxo, for timos gig. alotta people were there. lazy to say. well, a bunch of us went to mosh to some screamo before timo came on, and then the bouncer stopped the action. it was really fun before he stopped, and got one malay girl who was damn wild. she can mosh. well. he was fucking rude. he went to push shawn outta the moshing there first, maybe cause shawns size was like intimidating to him. shawn was pissed with him. shawn and another guy got kicked out, but they came back. when the bouncer tried to kick the malay guys out, they scolded the bouncer fuck or something and there was a commotion but i am not sure what was it. well. after that timos band came on. they are kick ass. there was moshing for the first song, was fun. they played their own compositions, knocking on heavens door and sweet child. had fun. enjoyed the music. great show. after that, a big group of us had dinner at marina square. then we headed to carrefour at ps to get some booze. got some smirnoff. then we headed to some place to drink. redbull vodka for me again. haha. we encountered alot of problems on getting the drinks. it was damn slow process -.- very dilly dally. never mind . in the end it was all good. had good fun drinking. reached home late. had a great time the whole day. a very well spent saturday.

sunday.
mass, lunch at nam kee chicken rice. headed to church for the rcic meeting. where we discussed what was the aims for the new batch, the schedule and problems. haha. like the auntie of a kid sitting at the back of our class to observe. and complains after that. she is really fucking annoying. she gives the black face. hard to explain. haha. well. after that i headed home to study. was supposed to start at 4. but i locked the door. and FELL ALSEEP -.- so no one could wake me up. i woke up at 530 -.- rushed through sea hist, and went to meet the secondary bros for soccer. the courts were full, so it was void deck soccer. we were making a racket, and this maid scolded us. haha. "wait until mam' come back she scold you" "what time mam' coming back?" haha. it is an inside joke, but it is damn funny. i laughed my balls off. after that was supper at thomson plaza, where i left early after that cause i needed to shit. i think the oreo blend is behind this catastrophe. well. after that i met grace for awhile, then i headed home.

monday tmr ends at like what, 7? super turn off, a big ball shrinker. well, tuesday is labour day, alleluia, bless the heavens.

ITS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.

alas, the weekends baby. school was quite slack today, only had 3 lessons. math and econs lectures, where i learnt nothing. and a fucking 3 hour break (denying us 3 hours of the weekends), which was spent sitting on the library floor. then it was the stupid physics test, which i think i am going to fail. then. the weekends begin. the break a crucially needed, i worked hard this week. well. after school went to play pool/lan with yixiang zengwei kaijie sherwin quanjun joel. had fun playing lan, i havent played in such a long time. after that, me and yixiang headed to island creamery to meet jiayi and sarina for dinner. we were like unsure of how to get there, and we were damn scared we were gonna get lost on the bus. then somemore the stupid windows were all frosted up, and you cant see for fuck. we overshot one stop, and walked back to meet them. had dinner at adam road food court, nice food. and had desserts at island creamery. very nice ice cream. i had the mudpie which was lip smacking good. yixiang had the mudpie and a scoop of blackforest, and jiayi and sarina shared a banana split. after chatting for abit, we left for home. the bus stop which i was waiting for my bus at was scary, very ulu feeling. not cool. well i got home safely anyway. haha. alot ahead of me tomorrow.

IN THE CROSSFIRE.

the weekends are here. ALMOST. i just finished my 3 page history essay, feeling quite shiok now. haha. had history test today, handed up PI today, finally everything seems to be going away. i've felt damn stressed this week. i need a break. today, i almost made the gp teacher cry. i used the same old trick, pretending to use my handphone when it was actually a holepuncher. and she got FOOLED AGAIN. haha. she already got fulled once by me, and got laughed at by the class. and its definitely not the once bitten twice shy case for her. today i didnt want to give her the taunting laughter so i just smiled, and denied that i was actually pretending to use holepuncher. haha. well her voice like changed, and she was like why must you do this to me or something. well, i really hate her big time, so does the rest of my class. i will push her to the limit. I WANT A NEW GP TEACHER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. our grades, our futures at stake, down with miss liu, i say.

A PLACE FOR MY HEAD.

the best school day in the whole week, wednesday. a fantastic two hour break before lessons start. for the two hours break, i planned to study some SEA, but it totally didn't work out -.- ended up talking at the library. after that was chinese, which was once again, totally useless. the chinese teacher wants to drop our class i think. haha. after that was econs lecture, where i think no one in the entire cohord understood anything. the lecturer sucks. haha. so i finished up my econs tutorial in the lecture. oh the lecturer in the lecture, asked where to buy baby stuff or something, and a guy answered, followed by a reaction from the crowd. at the end of the lecture, i think the lecturer tried to up his sex appeal. he went to like double check where to buy baby stuff from and he said he would be going there soon. i think by doing that, he was trying to up his sex appeal. HAHA. he wants to show that he's no 40 year old virgin. hahaha. well after that was project work, where i did finish my pi! great. then school ended, was supposed to study history, but it didnt work out AGAIN. so i have to rush through it later. test tomorrow. ah.
headed to the SA vs ACSIB rugy match with grace timo joe and joel. met up with jane ll and we went to acsib to watch the match. jiayi and lydia came late for the match, cause they were supposed to watch volleyball (i think this is funny), but when the reached the volleyball match, SA won already, haha. so they were late for nothing. well dae came halfway into the match. well. it was a good game, which was postponed in the end. cause of heavy weather, in the game, some guys nose got broken. poor dude. well. whenever acsib scores, there is this bunch of old boys, and i mean OLD boys, who would cheer very loudly and bang their umbrellas on the floor. and they would also make stupid cocky comments. well. they were really irritating. i think, when you put a bunch of white haired old guys together, they feel stronger. numbers make you feel stronger maybe. haha. for that time, their problems of, balding, high cholesterol, high blood pressure and other old man problems were forgotten. well, cocky fat old timers suck. haha. they are irritating ageing bastards. i am sure the SA audience who were there would concurr. after that headed to clementi with some of them, ate kfc, where nessa and carin joined us. then after chatting for a while, me grace nessa dae left for home.

well i have to study for my fucking hist test tomorrow. bye bye.

HAVE FAITH.

haha. today was a hectic day in school. lazy to blog about it. sucks. glad its over. me and my class are suffering with the immense amount of homework piling up on our lazy backs. well. today after school, my nice classmates, yixiang natalie jiayi dorothy accompanied me to get THE STUFF. we strayed from place to place till i finally decided and got it. haha thanks for companying me (: very much appreciated. i think it would have been wierd if i went alone, imagine. "all same size" haha. well after that jiayi and dorothy had to go. so yixiang nat and me went to eat half priced waffles. shared a large waffle with nat. yixiang ate a large one all by himself. haha. after that, nat had to go. so me and yixiang, went to edit the stuff. its damn hard to find a place you know. we walked around for damn long. faced with many misleads. haha. thank goodness yixiang accompanied me. well. i really owe a big thanks to yixiang, without him i couldnt have got it done. we were at the last few shops, and i wanted to go home and come back tmr. but yixiang told me have faith, and he was right! we managed to find the LAST shop which could do it. and it was done. really glad that i got it done. thanks yixiang, alot man. really appreciate it. haha, i have learned, have faith!

MY BALLS, OH GOD.

went for mass, lunch at serangoon garden market. pigs intestine soup. good shit. then after that, a pathetic attempt at work. couldnt go cc cause it was raining like fuck. well. after that it was soccer at the boys, at first we went bishan, but there were so many teams so we headed to singming. the two teams there are own ass. they are fucking good. we got owned, won damn little games. had good fun with my secondary bros. lazy to elaborate on the soccer.

TODAY MY BALLS WERE FUCKING ASSAULTED THREE DAMNED TIMES. the first time, at bishan, where joe accidentally kicked it straight at my balls. i returned him the favour. the second time, at singming, where tzu yu again, accidentally rammed it at my balls. the third time, which is was fucking intentional, by louis who fucking threw a pong pong (some rock hard poisonous fruit) at my balls when i was fucking in the middle of a game. for all three times, i was screaming and cussing as i was grabbing my balls, its fucking pain i tell you. its like the burn that doesnt go away. its like, the feeling that hits you straight up. its like hell inbetween your legs. like a bomb at your crotch. sucks like hell. well. i think i lost like an army of sperms. and my sperms dont star in no 300 movie. like. millions perished tonight. ah.

KICK START MY HEART.

saturday, the prime of the weekend. well, it was a well spent Saturday. had lunch with my parents at hooked-on-heads, a curry fishhead place near my house. ate damn alot. after that went to meet grace at church, we slacked around till class started at 4. today i only had like 3 students to teach and it was really a pointless lesson. they gave damn stupid replies to my questions. like. "how did you feel after baptism?" "nothing, no feeling, can lend me your handphone", "you like getting baptised?" "no, i dont like, its very cold." i showed the three of them my trademark magic coin trick and they were mezmerised. haha. it was quite interesting they were so amused i tell you. well. richmond (one of the small kids i teach) erased something important off the white board in class, then kristen, went to make him feel bad by saying, "uh oh, you in trouble, i will complain to father ( the priest )" then me and grace added salt to the wound with or hors. then, richmond cried. it was damn funny. kristens face changed. and you know what she did to "make him feel better", she did this. she took the eraser, and erased the rest of the whiteboard stuff and said, "dont cry, dont cry, you see i also erase, i am also in trouble." it didnt really seem to help him at all. haha. i think i managed to make him calm down abit when i told him it was april fools and he believed me. haha. well. after class i went out with grace, then we headed to the church rciy/rcic bbq. grace, damian, majella, adam went. dont really know most of the people there, and i dont like quite a few of them (well you know me). some of the boys there are really quite retarded. okay really retarded. they dunked this guy, but they did it like, they discussed and made sure he was alright before dunking him. then after dunking him, some of them jumped in on their own accord. which is really stupid. haha. well, the food was cooked by some hired guy, and it was pretty good. after that we all headed to liquid kitchen to meet ambrose. at first got no place, so we went to the coffee shop, to buy beer. after we bought it, we got a place -.- so we finished up the 800ml bottles as fast as we could. i drank half and got sick of the taste, the beers not very good. had vodka redbull there. i <3 vodka redbull, i think it is my favourite mix. we played some poker, and i fucking lost 10 bucks just like that. and i am seriously low on cash already. and i was wearing my i'm all in shirt. well. in the middle, the cops came, so we walked away. grace had to go meet her parents, and damian and adam had to go home. so i went back myself to hang with ambrose. had a small chat with 2 slackers there. after that i had to go, took the last bus home. went i reached home, i hanged around downstairs for 30mins to wait for the alcohol to fade away, and dad and mom were fooled. yep thats all.

oh, did you guys read about the super rich HK lady who died? she had 6billon bucks to give away when she died. and she didnt give shit to her family. guess who she gave it to? HER FORTUNE TELLER. like that guy is a lucky bastard. like. i think he is the luckiest man on earth. i mean. i bet he never in his life could tell that that would be his own fortune. lucky fucker. therefore, the ideal job = fortuneteller.

HEY HO, LETS GO.

okay, thursday. normal school day. school passed quickly, learnt absolutely nothing on thursday again. the feeling is damn bad. i totally dont feel enriched these days. well after school went to play pool with grace, zengwei, kaijie, sherwin, quanjun, and xiaoshi. haha i think i was surprisingly on form today. well. after that ate at al-amein prata then went home. okay let me tell you the stupidest part about thursday. i got home, bathed and changed. then i decided to lie on the bed for a while. but the lights were glaring. so i decided to switch them off. it was stuffy, so i decided to on the aircon. and then. I FUCKING FELL ALSLEEP -.- at like fucking 830 -.- and when i woke up, it was 730 the next day -.- it was such a total WASTE. i skipped school today, so i could have like stayed up like damn late, and wake up damn late. BUT, i fucking fell asleep, totally wasting the WHOLE NIGHT. and i woke up EARLY. like a total waste of the situation. its like when i woke up and saw the clock i wanted to scream OMFG KNNCCB. i felt so angry at myself, but i couldnt do anything about it. MAN. i am so helpless. what a stupid waste.

okay, moving on to friday. which is today. supposed to be sports day. but i didnt go. in sports day, they had like medals till like 8th place. so it was quite funny. a medal with 8th place looks quite bad. well. only 5 people from my class turn up. well. since i was up early, i decided to play playstation, i played till like 12plus. then after that i went to set up my own bank account (in case i wanna run away from home. haha.) after that i met grace, who went for sports day and ran, and we went to get my mc for today. went to ang mo kio polyclinic. thankfully grace came with me or i'd be so bored. its fucking crowded there. waited like 1hr 30mins to see the doctor for 5 minutes and get my mc. he gave me an mc and prescription for meds. i took the mc, threw away the prescription. haha. the thing costed me 4.50. well. after that me and grace headed to town. we walked around and shopped for a while. bumped into nat. we went to kino to read free magazines, where i read cookbooks which had really nice food and made me hungry. after that, we left, cause i had to go meet A07.

waited with grace for the bus, then headed to orchard mrt to meet jiayi and lydia. after that we went to marina bay, where we waited long for timo -.- alot of people were there today! jiayi lydia sarina mc meishan cera lehow yanqi timo and me. it was really nice to see everyone again. havent seen some of them in such a long while. we all went to eat marina bay steamboat. well, the drunken prawns all DIED, long before we cooked them -.- defeating the purpose of drunken prawns. now its just called, prawns. haha. and usually the prawn at the bottom of the container would survive, but it didnt. guess it was a weak prawn, the last time the bottom prawn was a boss prawn and he survived. cooked all the food again, food was nice. some people had some encounters with uncooked food. timo barely cooked the whole night and just slacked and ate cooked food -.- mc smashed the ghee/butter thing and it looked really sick after that. jiayi put so much pork onto my plate, like she was just throwing lumps of pork on my plate. haha. oh and for 10 minutes, saylay was waving around a prawn head by its feelers trying to hypnotize people with stupid things. haha. and we all cant believe she did it for ten minutes. i ate so much meat, with much thanks to jiayi and her force feeding. luckily the meat she cooked was all cooked properly. at the end of the thing, lydia guomin saylay had a stomach ache. haha. saylay thinks guomin never cook the food properly. haha. unlike timo jiayi and me who had perfectly fine stomachs, thanks to my culinary skills (haha.) after that, we went to the arcade. where we barely played anything and just slacked around. after that we took to bus back to the mrt. on the bus, lydia tried to argue with me, but she lost, as usual. we all waited at the mrt with lydia jiayi sarina, until lydias dad came to pick them. in that time we just sat at the mrt, and chatted and slacked. after that her dad came and we all went home. took the train back. it was really great to see everyone from A07 again, to catch up and stuff. since we're all in different places. i missed A07.

well thats about it. i still cant believe i wasted one whole night -.- and woke up early when i ponned school -.- AH.

BORN TO BE WILD?

wedneday, my favourite day of the week. today i came to school to learn, NOTHING. chinese never fails to be a sheer waste of time, i fell asleep in econs lecture, and pw was spent talking away. well after school a bunch of us went to eat tau huay. at the stall near school. the one with peanut dumplings are damn expensive. after that, it was cooking club. lydia and natalie joined cooking club. so now the people there who i know are grace joe lyd and nat and i. today we learnt how to cook mee goreng, by watching again. haha. all i do all the time is help them on the stove and stand around. then me and joe will just end up cracking stupid jokes, and heywhatdoyouknow food's cooked. so we eat. after we eat, we made some lime juice thing. then we drank. washed up, and time to watch the rugby match. nessa and jane came back to sa to watch the match too. the match was pretty nice, but boring after a while cause sa totally owned mi's ass. i dont know what the score was but it was alot to zilch. haha. well, in the game. some damn big sized guy got busted. busted bad. he was in some serious shit. well, his neck or something got screwed, and he was like lying face flat on the ground, and he was like groaning and shouting. and me and joe found it damn funny and couldnt stop laughing. there were stupid comments like "its funny to see a big guy groan" "hes drooling over the track" "hes a having a seizure. whats a seizure? hes losing control". haha. i think the people around us thought we were really bad cause they thought we were laughing at him getting injured. but its not the case, its that we were laughing cause it sounded funny when he groans. after that when he stopped groaning, it looked bad. like the laughs were over and it was like a serious tragedy. before the ambulance came, he died. haha nah he didnt la. after a long time the ambulance came, emergency 911, and the medics helped him up. and took him to the ambulance. the guy was really huge, and the medics didnt look like they could carry him. and me and joe pictured what would happen if they dropped him. well. the incident could be like on emergency 911. like. be back after the break, to find out if the ambulance comes... or NOT. stay tuned, for the action. haha. well. actions over. after that we all left for home.

lately i have realized that i have been swearing like extra alot these few days. like i feel like its too much, for jc at least. i am trying to curb down vulgarities, just by abit (dont worry i aint going all crazy christian or some shit.) haha i could never stop completely, and can you imagine me not saying fuck? well i am trying to curb down on it cause its not secondary school already, so i cant use it as freely as i usually do. but i will still use it normally to people who have known me already la, just in jc i will use it less. cause its not very nice to use too much. dont worry secondary boys and my og7, i will still use fuck as normal, you guys are too used to it.

SMILE, FOR THE GOOD TIMES.

finally, monday and tuesday are over. the worst two days of the week, super hectic school day today. kaijie is back, so is the phone ringing during my lessons which turns out to be kaijie. and the talk cock is back, me and him talked cock for over an hour. about going to usa and shit. haha. well. i fucked up the math and physics tests, yay me. i am fucking up all my damned tests. feeling sucks bad. well. school aside.

its FREE CONE DAY, thank you ben and jerrys. free ice cream for the masses. it is also vanessas birthday! happy birthday vanessa. after school i headed down to grand cathay. the queue was until the third storey, from the second story. it looked like it would take long, but surprisingly, in like 10 mins we got our free ice cream. my first scoop was chocolate chip cookie dough. it owns ass. after that me and grace bumped into shawn poh and sarah, and we chatted for quite abit. after that we walked down to ps. i bought the kinder buenos for vanessa. after that we chatted somemore outside carrefour. after that graces/vanessas friend christine bumped into us, so did teresa and michelle which grace was suppposed to meet. after that nessa and jane came down. there was this big group and everyone was just chatting. shawn and sarah somewhat tricked joel, that there were alot of people going pool, and when he came it was quite funny. haha. he found out the truth. that there we only going to be three of them and shawn and sarah didnt actually want to play pool. hahahaha. after that shawn sarah joel turned left, while the rest turned right to head back to grand cathay to get free ice cream. we met timo, mingjiang, and zhilun. we all queued for free ice cream. at the stand, there was this donation to charity thing, and i felt a calling. haha. i donated 50 cents. HAHA. not to boast, but i have a charitable side, HAHA. well. after that we all got our ice creams. i got chocolate brownie, which also owns ass. things taste doubly as good if they are free ( or 25 cents a scoop hahaha). well. after that grace teresa michelle left to meet their friends. ll came and me and timo tried to cut the queue but we couldnt do it. after that the rest of us left to ps. we decided to ta pau food from carrefour and eat at the istana park. me and timo shared a roasted chicken which was very tasty. and filling. haha. carin came late cause she had soccer training. we sat down, ate, chatted and stuff. we kinda sang the birthday song and nessa had to blow out the imaginary blazing flames on her candle. haha. after that we played soccer. at the sheltered area at istana park. it was fun. it really reminded me of the old sa 1st 3 months days. soccer at the track there. the good days where there were there was soccer with timo daeyeon john the botak mingjiang zhilun jingyi and the rest, good times. and there was also grudge soccer sometimes which we usually walked off happy. there was also og soccer. where vanessa was the "superstar keeper" and injured her hand once. and the rest of the girls would run and around and scream when the ball came and anyhow kick it away. and jane and cera would always sit down inside the goal posts. and i would never forget carin scoring that goal after tackling kane. haha. playing soccer today felt abit like the good old times, and it was nice. great to catch up with everyone again. hope vanessa had a happy birthday! we ended quite late and i reached home at 10plus.

BUST A MOVE.

okay. let me talk about the weekends.

saturday. i met grace and we went to amk hub to eat fish and co. the prices are cut! fish and chips are only 9 bucks now. compared to 13 last time. yep it was nice. we walked around the new amk hub. lots and lots of stuff. the supermarket is damn big. after that we roamed around the amk heartland. haha. after that we waited for a damn long 30 mins to get on the 162 to bishan. she went home, where i went to grandmas place. dinner at grandmas, home.

sunday (which is today.) had lunch at some malay rice place at arab street with mom and dad. didnt like it. it was fucking oily food makes you wanna vomit. after that i headed home. i planned to study. but i slacked for so long that i had to rush through my hist. slipshot work. then after that left the house for soccer. it was raining before that, like bitching rain. was playing against timo's team of 11 against me and my friends. 11 on 11. before the match, the ball went into the longkang. and we lost it for awhile. we thought we could never get it back, but we did. we busted the longkang, shaft by shaft, till we hit the max. then. kianhows going in. haha. it was fucking funny but its an inside thing. "kianhows going in" "i am going in" hahaha. it damn funny. in the end. kianhow got into the longkang, and after minutes of trying, we got it. and when it came out with shouted so loudly that the neighbour came down to scold us. well. after that timo dae and his friends came, and we walked to the field. the field we planned to play at was taken, so we went to a field in bishan park. the field. SUCKS. it was totally soggy and waterlogged. my friends and i didnt have proper shoes, we had like converse and stuff. so we couldnt control our movements. i sliped and fell into like a big pile of muddy water. my whole shirt was brown. in the end my shoes turned blackish brown and i just threw them away. well. at the end, the score was a 4 -2. we lost. we were totally uncoordinated. we never played field soccer as a team before and it was quite funny. most of the time. there were only two defenders. yu and me. and there were two wingers and two strikers. you can do the math. and it was so slippery, we all kept falling. well. it was a pretty fun game, but not a proper one. sucky shoes, sucky field. haha. had a few good laughs at the game. we stopped at 50 mins cause we all couldnt take it. me jye yu joe kian washed our legs with the dirty water from the field. haha. but joe washed his hair with it. sucks bad. hahaha. well we had a fun time, though we didnt fell it was a proper game. maybe next week we will book the synthetic field and have a proper one. after that. timos team and me and my friends left. i will just refer to the people who played soccer as " the boys". its so much easier to type. well the boys consisted of the twins, joe, justin, louis, vincent, kianhow, jonas, shawn yeo, shao (who couldnt play) and me. we all headed to cat high to bathe after the match. we climbed over the wall, and found ourselves a toliet, and we bathed. haha. we washed our dirty clothes and stuff. after that, we went to get ourselves some free meji milk. by shaking the vending machine of course. after that, some of us went to filp the acursed "stone table" where the secret was out, it wasnt made out of stone. you see there is a story behind this table. in our sec 4 years, we all had to pay 2 fucking bucks for it. and it was not easy to part with. the table is damn ugly and its not made out of stone. we flipped it, and realized it was hollow and made of wood with a plastic ulterior. sucks. we flipped it. i wanted to play with the firehose, but the boys didnt let me. man. i wanted to smash the fire bell too, but once again they didnt let me. well. we climbed out of school through the secondary walls. and for a moment we thought the action was over. but it wasnt, when we spotted the 24 bottle carton of expired snapple on the top of the dustin at the busstop. we each grabbed some bottles, which we made of glass. and we smashed it at some steps. the sound of glass being smashed is very satisfying (in our ears) it was pretty wild. haha. i hope nothing bad happens to someone who walks on the steps. its filled with smashed bottles. after that we headed to j8. on the way there, some old man tried to be funny so i disturbed him. he just stopped in front of us and stared. for no reason and it was totally unnessary. so i said whoohoo like to him in his face. he said we had a problem or something, and i just replied " ah shut up." then after that, another guy almost banged us down on a bike, and there were cusses and swears. after that we ate at subway. had a fun chat, catching up and stuff. after that we followed shawn to buy socks, and there was a little soccer in j8. after that we all headed home. an eventful day. had fun today. though i still hope no one gets hurts from the glass. cause if you trip and fall down the steps filled with glass, it is not cool. totally not cool. thats about it.

back to school tomorrow.

i cant fucking seem to upload the pics.

TGIF.

yeah baby, the weekends. this week passed fast for me, i dont know why. well my hair still really sucks like fuck and i hate it. i totally fucked up the econs test today. 0 for the first qn. ah fuck. damn annoying. well. besides that school was nothing much. skipped h1 today to play pool. i told mr kan i had a "church emergency" HAHA. oh god its emergency baptism 911. went with grace, timo, zengwei, quanjun, joel, sean, sherwin, sarah and xiaoshi. played at IRC at bukit timah. had fun playing pool. but pool gets boring after a while. after that we were supposed to play cs, but me, grace, timo and zengwei had to go. ate at al-amin prata place (if that is how you spell it), ate nasi goreng ikan bilis. the milo dinosaur there is also nice and worth it. after that, me and timo headed to meet the rest. went to crescent for some concert thingaling, which was initially supposed to be free but in the end me and timo did a good deed. went with timo, sirhan. jiayi, lydia, sarina and two of their friends. crescent looks wierd inside. haha. oh and sirhan wants his ass massaged. at the start of the concert it was damn funny. they introduced this girl who would be singing evanescence's bring me to life. so she stepped out, and the music start playing. the starting music and all that gave me and timo the impression that it would be a promising performance. i expected like an amy lee voice or something. but when she opened her mouth, everything went really bad. our impressions were totally false. timo put it correctly, she was off-tune, off-timing and had a bad voice. but since were had so high expectations, when she started singing, it was the total opposite, so much that it was hillarious. she sounded really bad that it was funny. me and timo were laughing like mad. i laughed till i teared i think. and the last time i did that was at mr beans movie. that girl has some standards. it was quite a comedy, the starting performance. had a good laugh. the rest of the performances were pretty bad. i dont think crescent girls can sing. haha. oh and timo found a hot new imported girl. haha. hes going freestyle tonight. haha. well. after the thing we all headed to the tanglin macs, which closed. so we had to walk to the forum macs which was 24 seven. we all chatted abit, some topics about ang mors, christians, and hiajing (timo you know what i'm talking about HAHA). well after that we all headed home. it was a pretty well spent friday.

HYSTERIA.

quite a relaxing day at school today, dont know why. it felt not that stress. pe was 5 stations i totally sucked. except shuttle run, with my second timing. which i got a shock how much improved since the last time. well everything else sucks ( i hate standing broad jump). well. after school i went out with grace. its our 14 months. ate the andersen's ice cream, now i feel quite sick of it. haha. but cookies and cream rocks. walked around abit and headed home. it was raining like fuck and the decision to take 56 all the way to bishan was not a good one. well. things didnt go exactly very smoothly for me today.


AH I CAN SMELL THE FUCKING WEEKENDS ITS COMING. SNIFF IT IN.

ROCKY, BUMPY, ROCKY.

wednesday, the best day in my timetable. 2 hour break before chinese. slacked at the library. chinese is absolutely shit. i learn nothing, everyone slacks the lesson away. today i tried to convince her to have her "birthday party" because it was her birthday this week. apparently it didn't work out. haha. well. after that another 30 mins before econs lecture. where the theory of the allocated seats were fucked upside down inside out. the guy went mad. haha. he was panting as he lectures. it was quite funny actually, i think he studied econs till he went mad. he gave like the exact locations of the restaurants and stuff, it was quite entertaining. hes a pretty good lecturer though. well. after that was project work where almost nothing was accomplished. after that, woopdeedo. schools out bitches. cooking club at 330, where we learned how to cook soba. haha. i swear it is so fucking slack, it is the best cca ever. go there. watch people cook or cook. eat. end. you dont get this slack shit at secondary school. after that was sa vs cj rugby match. og7 came back to watch it. so did meishan. the score was 22 - 5, cj lost. a nice game though. well. after that we all went to macs. joshua the ogl came with us too. then we slacked at the playground with the huge climbing thing, opp the potong pasir macs. haha its fun to climb it. nice place to chill. it was great to see everyone again. havent seen some of them in a while. it was nice to see them again. had fun hanging with them.

oh well, of to do my fucking PI. argh.

BREAK THE SILENCE.

tiring day today. packed with lessons. stress stress. econs test on friday too. damn that sucks. i really need a break. maybe someone important can die or something and we can have a 3 day holiday or something. oh and my gp teacher, REALLY SUCKS. my god her lessons are damn lousy. i want a new teacher, bad. i am scared she will fuck up my gp. fuck. the history notes here dont seem that good, but the results are great, i hope everything will come together. the work is really starting to piss me off. there is always so much to do. its fucking endless. econs is asking for so many damned essays. i dont understand math. i am missing secondary school and first 3 months. oh and natalie has very black hair and is scared of lizards. hahaha. well.

i hate grumpy old bitches. the fucking kiasu grumpy old ladies really suck. almost every morning, i see this grumpy bitch. who fights to get on the 13 first, fights for the seats, and when she has no seats, she stares and people with them like shes asking for them. you see her you surely very buay song, especially in the damned mornings. i think some old people can really suck. they are too much sometimes, and they are FUCKING kiasu and it makes you wanna slap their saggy faces. i am not being rude or anything, but some old fuckers can be a pain in the ass. i mean even though your old and shit, and you have problems blah blah, you dont have to go that extent, always being kiasu, and always expecting some special treatment. well, i think you can endure a simple bus ride without a seat right? i mean they have been standing up for like what, 80 years? well, some old people are really weak and stuff and they need it, and they dont behave like that. those are the people who really need the help and the seats. so give away your seats wisely. dont give them away to grumpy bitches, and grumpy bastards.

AND I LIVE FOR THE FUCKING WEEKENDS.

oh gosh, monday's a bitch. its damn mood-killer. well. school was as boring as hell. i am tired. sick of studying. had to present during mrs rams class, and she keeps asking me so many questions, and asks so much. haha. well, i skipped math and had a 3 and a half hour break well spent at the library. mr lee also didnt come (bless the heavens), and econs vanished. so didnt really have much lessons today. pe sucked, 2.4. tired to type anymore.

well, i only want the weekends, I LIVE FOR THEM. school sucks.

CAN'T STOP.

had a good time last night. in the afternoon i went to study with grace at her place, since she couldn't leave the house cause of her eye (no dirty thoughts you bastards.) max, her dog is very cute. after that i left for home, slacked around bathed and changed and headed to church. amy asked me to come early, to help out or something, and i came early for shit. there was nothing to do and i was surrounded by people which i totally do not click with. so i grabbed an umbrella and left to eat prata by myself. it was better than being stuck there. well. we attended the baptism mass for a while (i emphasize, a while.) then me damian adam ambrose and his friend franko left for eskibar@holland v. very cool place. also in the literal sense. ambrose's friends were there, made some new friends, real friendly cool guys. we opened a bottle of absolute, cause smirnoff was out. it was good still. had nice drinks, nice company, and nice soccer to watch at a nice place. although, i was seriously engulfed in smoke the whole time. you have no idea how much they smoke. haha. we played this game in the cold room, which is a part of the bar which is totally made out of ice. we all had to put our hands on the bar table, which is made outta ice. and the first guy who cant take it, has to drink. haha. had fun. damian and wayne lost a round each. haha. its fucking pain when you put it there for damn long. it goes numb. haha. its a fun game. well after that we left for clark quay to meet al and her friends and kevin to drink. there was alot of complications. and it was kinda fucked for a while, but in the end we ended at sahara. another slack place. there was drinks once again, and this time some shesha ( i dont know how ot spell it). adam got high. haha. had fun there too. after everything we left and i cabbed home with al and her friend cindy. well. had a real good time. nice to have good fun in the midst of the hectic life in jc. maybe this should be a weekly thing. well i am fucking proud of myself. i totally fought off the strong temptation to smoke and do shesha. but with my strong will, i didnt. woohoo. OH YES JESUS LOVES ME.

well. today i went to mass. ate at conrad hotel for lunch. oysters and lobsters, yeah baby. was stuffed to the max. went home, did one econs essay, and it was soccer with the chs boys. haha. was fun. nice to see them all again. had fun playing soccer. june we will go back to cat high for a wild night out i hope. haha. well. its soccer next week again with timos friends, field soccer 11 on 11.

back to fucking school tomorrow. fucking sian. hope next weekend will be fun too.

GOOD FRIDAY?

well well it is good friday today. haha. for you guys who dont know what it is. its the day jesus died for all of us. woke up happily at 130pm today, mass was at 3. it was an extremely long mass, like damn long. 2hrs plus. and there was alot of kneeling and standing. during the mass, grace's eye problem got really bad. it looked bad. emergency 911. when the mass ended i went with her to SGH to find out what the problem was. she was in real big pain. it looked damn bad. the SGH is damn slow la. we went to the emergency block, and like it was damn slow. i cant imagine a person with an immediate emergency turning up. he would have like died like 8 times before he could meet the doctor. had to wait for about 1 and a half hours before we could see the doctor. using this really cool machine thingaling, he found out the problem. there were many tiny abrasions on her left eye, caused by contact lens. gotta suck. she got some meds and she was looking much better. i was relieved. she was scared she would go blind. so good news, grace is not going to be one eye blind (: well, that shows that contacts suck. well i am thankful i have perfect eyesight.

sorry yixiang, jiayi, and lydia for pangsehing.

after emergency 911, my dad picked me from the hospital. ta pau-ed curry rice and came home.

THOSE WERE THE DAYS.

today was the last day before our long weekend. school was as usual. just that in gp. you could say, it was something different. my gp totally sucks, and she has very boring lessons. i really hope something happens that change teacher, or i get pushed into accelerated program, or she suddenly becomes a remarkable teacher. cause i really want an a for gp. and i am forced to count on her. compared, to mr randy (my first three months teacher), her lessons are totally not fruitful/engaging/interesting at all. they are boring and pointless in fact. i have learned, nothing. no discussions on issues, no presentations blah blah. well. since her lesson was so boring. i decided to piss her off and bring about some laughter in the class. so i played dumb, gave her stupid answers to her questions. like i answered her question with words from the question. i kept on doing it till she got ticked and told me off. i didnt really hear what she was saying. well. then once, this guy. ahmad, or azul or some shit. said "wah funny sia" it a fucking sarcastic manner, after i said some stupid comments. i supposed he was ticked off because i denied him his "learning experience" or something. i was quite pissed at it and really wanted to whack him. but taking into consideration my future, and fighting = getting expelled, and i dont want that. well. maybe next week la, ill just disturb him and find trouble with him first, and maybe a fight might start. let me describe this stupid bastard to you. he is a malay guy, he looks like a nerd (seriously big time) and he looks abit gay. his cheeks are hugely populated with red pimples, and his face is damn red. he apparently has a stupid mouth, and something needs to be done. if people make comments he will always have something to say.

well i have a plan for him. i think i shall disturb him since he offended me like that which was totally uncalled for, cant you just laugh at the fucking joke and shut your trap? well. since he is a fucking bastard, it leaves me no choice, but to laugh at him cause of his red face. got many things to laugh about it. like. how come your face so red ah? your cheeks tomato fields ah, can grow tomatoes? i think today you are having a multiple cropping, since is so fucking red today. i think ah, if you really serious about growing the tomatoes, you just rub some fertilizer or your fathers shit on your face, and maybe those little baby rotten tomatoes on your face, can grow into big juicy ones. yep thats it. i am looking forward to saying it to him.

okay, away from the topic of red-faced ahmad. after school i went to macs with yixiang aza and cynthia. we chatted for abit, then i left for home. bathed, changed, and left to meet vanessa ll jane sherman and celine at j8. chatted for awhile then vanessa sherman celine left. then the 3 of us chatted even more then i had to go. it was nice, to catch up abit. then after that i left to meet jiayi saylay mc lydia timo sirhan for dinner. we ate at pizza hut and talked for quite a while. we were talking about ghost stories and stuff. haha. jiayi was scared so she just listened to her ipod. haha. then we left after that. lydia was scared to go home alone. no one was free to accompany her. well, had a good time talking and stuff. then after that, i headed to dxo to drink with grace damian alessa ambrose andrew and his friend. the drinks are cheap there. well, the sad thing is that we got busted. they took some of our ics and photocopied it or something. then we finished all the drinks and left. it killed the mood, the fucking bouncer was damn kaopeh. after that, damian was a little bit loopy, haha. ambrose also. well. after that i sent grace home, and went home in a cab, i was abit scared of walking that stupid long road alone, after hearing the ghost stories. the uncle let me have a ride for 4 bucks. haha. ah well. quite a fun day!

and ahmad is a tomato.

FOR ALL THESE TIMES.

school was good today. slack. best day in the week. had math consultation which helped me understand summation much better. econs lecture was cut in half by mr lees bad temper. its funny how he always gets angry every time. and he walks in a circle around the lecture, but walking out, and coming in the other way. haha. after that was a waste of time at pw. and then schools out bitches. had cooking club. its damn slack. i think i can get exco. HAHA. there are only 3 boys. me joe and quanjun. haha. we surely in exco. haha. played some stupid dough game then me joe and grace left.

after that i went to meet my good old og7 and old sa pals. played pool. its really nice to see them all again. but today it wasnt like as fun as last time. maybe cause not everyones here and the new people just feel different. its not that they suck or something its just wierd. i dont really know them. so its wierd. well. i really miss the 1st 3 months in sa. the life i lived, the environment, and the times i have had with my og there. there seemed to be no worries and everyday was so relaxed. i enjoy the times we've had, chilling at the mattress, chatting at the cafe, playing bridge snapjack assasin at the tac, slacking at the gallery, playing soccer with everyone, folding hearts at the gallery, skipping a whole day of lessons so we can hang out together, going to school just to have fun with no worries, skipping school so we would hang out, touching johns botak head, skipping tutorials with timo and dae, going to macs and climbing over the fence, mahjong madness at ll's and colleens, mahjong at vanessas park, pool, cycling at east coast, queuing for donuts, prank calls, going out together, the bbq at sarinas place. i have had memories that i really miss. i have made friends that i feel attached to. its quite sad that there is no more of this life. the fairy tale is over. its funny how i can make such great friends in the period of 3 months. and i feel so attached to them that its so different in sa without some of them. at least some of them are still here but its just not the same. i would turn back time to relive my first 3 months if i could. i had great time. although i kinda like my class now but i still miss those times badly. i hope that all my friends i've made will not drift away, because i don't let go of friends easily. i will always remember the memories i've had and the friends i've made. its really been a hell of a great time, my first 3 months. og 7 and a 07. i'm really going to miss the fuck out of it.


back to fucking life. the serious studies and the pressure of jc is starting to press on me now.


i cant imagine if grace wasnt here in sa with me. i think i'd die.

i really miss my secondary school friends too. the brothers i have made in the land of green shorts and poky metal buttons. all those great times and memories, those times of trouble and havok, the times of what youth is really all about, the soccer, the times we've chilled, the drinks, and of course the wild nights out. i kind of miss secondary school life, the environment, the teachers, the friends. the routine the the daily life we used to have. we cut queues, played soccer, smashed things, busted lockers, sprayed extinguishers, shook vending machines, got in trouble, broke things, been rude to teachers, pissed them off, broke into school at night, the times where rules meant so little to us. we were 4-7. we were the wildest boys they had. the life for a 4-7 wild boy, i miss indeed. hope to meet up with my 4-7 brothers soon for some soccer, and hopefully another break into school for new memories. (and videos)

THEY'RE GONNA CLEAN UP YOUR LOOKS, WITH ALL THE LIES AND THE BOOKS.

well. another stereotypical day in school. its tutorial lecture tutorial lecture. so much. okay from 1st 3 months till now. for history. i know SHIT about it. nothing. zilch, kosong. i am scared. i have so much to catch up for history and i am so lazy to even start. well. i am worrying more and more whether i will succeed in jc. i havent had a wake up call yet. ah fuck. well. today at history tutorial it was quite funny. kaijie and zengwei copied my work. and that question answer was wrong. then when yixiang read it out. it sounded funny. so they laughed. then kaijie never stop. so he got punished. face the wall or something. after class my yoong talked to them. one part i over heard it was quite funny.

"if you want to step on my toes, i will crush your toes." hahaha. i imagined him like. one day you accidentally step on his leg and he just stomps yours. haha. mr yoong is a good teacher. but he is not a man to be jiggled with. haha. i dont want to be his enemy on be on his "radar screen" hes a good teacher but he can make life tough for you if he hates you.

after school i had half price waffles with grace. at gelare. they make nice waffles and ice cream. then we went to kino where we read magazines and stuff for free before we left for home.

well. og outing tmr! havent got to see my good old og7 in awhile.

MESMERISE, TAKE IT IN.

well its the monday fucking blues. today was a rather good day though. mrs ram didnt come so we had a damn long break cause some of us skipped math lecture. there was still studying and work though. pe was a fucking 10 rounds which turned out not to be so bad! i wasnt really that tired cause we could jog at our own pace. instead of being confined to a certain time. well. it was a long day today. after everything, yixiang, jia yi, lydia and i went to macs to slack. joel also joined us for a while. had a good chat with them. and no, i am not like mr bean -.-

well, i am starting to feel sick of this jc life. like the studying and shit. i am really quite tired of it. well i dont think poly would be good for me too. so i'll have to stick with it. won't it be great to win toto, 50 million. and i can quit life. live on my winnings for 30 years with a luxurious lifestyle, and just die in my sleep. this is not the singaporean dream, but this is abel's dream.

why cant we be like australia? welfare state. government pays for your shit, you slack at home and enjoy. maybe if i become prime minister. oh yea i can see it now. the glitz, the glamour, and me on tv in 3 different languages for the national day rally. me waving to the crowd on national day. oh yea i can see it now.

(mr lee kuan yew, if you read this, don't arrest me or something. your cool man. just like lim bo seng.)


i also fear i will have great trouble balancing my time in jc.

oh well, work is calling on me and i have to fucking have to pick up. its a call i am forced to answer. the BURNS of the singapore education system.

man, i need a wild night out again with my secondary buddies to destress. hope to meet up with you guys soon.

EVEN YOUR IMAGINARY FRIENDS DIDN'T WANT TO PLAY WITH YOU WHEN YOU WERE A KID.

well. the weekends have come to an end. woke up late and was late for mass. today's palm sunday, so the gospel was like 7 pages long. it was so long i was tired from standing up. after that ate and good old hooked on heads. where they serve curry fish head and chinese dishes. damn full. my family of 3 eats eight dishes. while this family of 5 next to us ate 5. haha. well after that i went home to do econs and then headed out to meet grace for a while before i went to grandmas. usual grandmas place routine, slack, talk, eat, go home. fuck la its monday again. thinking about it makes you want to scream fuck sia out loud.

econs is really sucko fucko, taking up alot of time and effort. i still have another essay to write. fuck. i am tired.