MESMERISE, TAKE IT IN.

well its the monday fucking blues. today was a rather good day though. mrs ram didnt come so we had a damn long break cause some of us skipped math lecture. there was still studying and work though. pe was a fucking 10 rounds which turned out not to be so bad! i wasnt really that tired cause we could jog at our own pace. instead of being confined to a certain time. well. it was a long day today. after everything, yixiang, jia yi, lydia and i went to macs to slack. joel also joined us for a while. had a good chat with them. and no, i am not like mr bean -.-

well, i am starting to feel sick of this jc life. like the studying and shit. i am really quite tired of it. well i dont think poly would be good for me too. so i'll have to stick with it. won't it be great to win toto, 50 million. and i can quit life. live on my winnings for 30 years with a luxurious lifestyle, and just die in my sleep. this is not the singaporean dream, but this is abel's dream.

why cant we be like australia? welfare state. government pays for your shit, you slack at home and enjoy. maybe if i become prime minister. oh yea i can see it now. the glitz, the glamour, and me on tv in 3 different languages for the national day rally. me waving to the crowd on national day. oh yea i can see it now.

(mr lee kuan yew, if you read this, don't arrest me or something. your cool man. just like lim bo seng.)


i also fear i will have great trouble balancing my time in jc.

oh well, work is calling on me and i have to fucking have to pick up. its a call i am forced to answer. the BURNS of the singapore education system.

man, i need a wild night out again with my secondary buddies to destress. hope to meet up with you guys soon.