DO SMELLY OLD MEN RUN BLOGGER?

my blogger has been down for a while is finally okay, for the moment. havent posted in a while.

well i shall just talk about friday first. learnt nothing at school, didnt go for math, asleep during econs lec, and econs tutorial was pointless. after that waited damn long for some to finish their gpp. then went to play lan. lan was like 4 hours plus and it cost me a whopping 9 dollars. after that, a big bunch of us headed to seans place to drink. had a good time. had quite abit to drink, but it didnt really satisfy me though. we watch harold and kumar goes to white castle which was funny. after that i went home by bus. dad smelt my liquor, and it was not cool. he bitched and talked shit, and was damn bitchy i tell you for a man. dad sucks.

saturday. headed out with grace to celebrate our 15 months. well we were hit by a stroke of bad luck. first the place we wanted to eat at fucked up, so we couldnt eat there. after that more bad luck came along, which was really annoying. a long story cut short, we headed from town all the way to island creamery where we had ice cream and talked. well after that i had to go grandmas, and she had to go to her grandmas. at my grandmas it was some mothers day celebration part two. nothing much, alot of food though. well. bad luck is really fucked up, go away bad luck.

well in the mood of mothers day. my mother is a really a woman to be commended. she quit her job and became a housewife. so she lost her source of income and has to be dependent on my father. my father is no way a husband-of-the-year kinda man. he just gives my mother a monthly allowance of about 1k, where she has to spend it on like buying groceries, and alot of household stuff. and she is left with very little money for herself. she really does not enjoy the luxuries that many women can enjoy, such as expensive clothes and an more interesting lifestyle. she lost contact with many friends, and is left with very little friends. she is a rather lonely woman, and i think it is really quite sad. i mean when i am at school and dad is at work, she is alone most of the time, and i mean its really quite sad to be alone at home most of your weekday for years in your life. sometimes i try to spend time with her, but she ends up nagging and scolding me and it makes me get annoyed and i stay away again. my father is not a loving man, he doesn't celebrate their anniversary with a nice dinner, he doesn't give her some extra money to enjoy when he wins 4d or makes a successful business deal. he is also a very spiteful man, and it is hard to describe. on the outside, he has this fake appearance to others, that is totally false, and people are fooled of his character. (well people dont worry he is no wife-beater or family-abuser or something HAHA) my mother is a very simple woman, and she really is a very strong one. i don't think many women can take the lifestyle that she lives. i know i love my mother alot, but i do not show it to her, not one bit. she is an extremely naggy woman, so much to the point it can really push you to your limits, but you will not understand unless you are me. she nags at every single thing. and i mean i know she cares and i always try not to get annoyed, but it will get the better of me. i mean i really want to be a better son, and not be so rude to her when she nags at me, but it is very hard and i am trying. i think the story of my mother is a very sad one. she is a lonely woman, who gave up everything, and was returned with nothing. yet everyday she still cooks for us with much love in it, and she takes effort to make sure we have a nice dinner to come home to, and clean clothes to wear. she really gave alot for my family, and i feel she gets almost nothing in return. and when i grow older and hopefully make it big in life, i want her to enjoy her life, and give her the luxuries she never really got to enjoy. for now, i really hope that i could be a better son. i really appreciate the things she does, but sometimes i am just rude cause she nags at me for no reason. and it is really not what i need after a long tiring day of school. i hope i will be able to be a better son. and maybe a stroke of good luck, like a large windfall of singapore sweep or something, and she can enjoy life more.