GREAT LETDOWN.

the soccer competition didnt go well at all. my team was timo kaijie zhilun and his friend issac. at first we all thought it would be a just for fun thing, but it turned out to be damn rough. i mean almost all the teams were damn rough. we met some jc2 odac team, who was really rough. like it was one of the roughest soccer games i have played. they would kick leg, hook leg, push you down, hold you back with hands, and other fucked up stuff. well there was this guy, we shall call him whitepants. whitepants was a rough bag of shit. he kept doing fucked up tackles to timo and my team. then he did one to me and he hit my wound. i was damn fucking pissed off with him. so when the chance game i went for the ball, and at the same time, i like charged at him and shouldered him into the wall real hard. well i think it was painful for him, and like people went ouch and stuff. so he got pissed, and took out on zhilun, i dont know why not me. he ran to him and like jumped on him to push him down. really fucked up. even super calm zhilun got pissed and pushed him back, and timo ran in to push him too. well it settled. for the rest of the game, my whole team was pissed. we totally didnt concentrate. and we lost. we were too busy with anger. after that we won the next match against farris's team. then after that was the final match. we lost 5 -2 which sucked. i am not sure how we conceded so many goals. but the last goal was a fucked up blunder by me, i like anyhow kick and went like in the inner edge of the semicircle, and it rolled out and the striker rammed it in. i didn't know what i was thinking. but i totally lost every ounce of concentration when we started to lose. after 3 -2. it was all downhill. oh and once i think the guy pushed me not on purpose and i fell and i screamed out motherfucker cheebai or something and i feel bad about it. plus after the game i was so disappointed that even though he said sorry to me, i didnt say sorry back and didnt give a sincere handshake. i would like to apologize to the guy if i could remember him.

well i think the rough soccer part sucked. i think the j2s are just rough maybe cause they think they are j2s or something, fuck that. i think whitepants wants to beat me.

well i am feeling very disappointed about the whole thing. its really a waste i think we could have won. sorry to the team about screwing up. feels like shit to lose. although we didnt even put in any hard work, it still feels fucked up to lose. well thanks to all the people who came down to watch the match. and grace for waiting for me for so long till i was done.

oh well i did have fun playing it. haha had a great team. i think we just need a lil bit more chemistry.