I MISS THAT FEELING.

don't you all remember that last day of o levels, and that period of time after the o's which was carefree and great. i really miss that feeling, that feeling of having nothing to worry about or nothing to do. you wake up late in the morning to realize, that you have nothing to do at all. those were the days. i remember the last day, when they said. alright you may leave, its over. that feeling of exhilaration that rushes through you and you celebrate because its all over. i remember screaming, and throwing my o level table into the air at the crowd. as well as my chair, and kicking and flipping many tables. and after that we went to fire extinguish the whole school. i would never forget that. and after that we all headed to ECP where we had so much booze to drink, we couldnt finish it. and we celebrated for it was over. i really want to have that feeling again, don't we all. i want to have "after olevel holidays" forever. i remember my birthday challet too, which was another memory i will never forget. now that jc is beginning and with the shitty common test grades, it seems like it is really time to get back to work. i really think that i should start studying but i can never seem to find the urgency to do it. i just keep on living for the weekends. the promos will come damn soon, and i am fucking not prepared for it at all. i somewhat regret putting jc, and i think poly would have been maybe a better choice. but i am not in poly right now so i dont exactly fully understand how it is there.

i miss that feeling, and i think i might have taken it for granted during that period, and i only realized it was over so damn fast.

i want a holiday everday, the slackass challet feeling again, that feeling of no worries again. where i can wake up everyday, and have fun with all my friends every single day. sounds too fucking great to be true.

reality sucks fucking ass.

i went to shop today, didnt really get anything. after that i had some commissioning mass thing. and then i went to watch fireworks which was nice, but it was only 5 mins -.- then i played pool, slacked at macs and left. a pretty well spent day!

the lyrics of weekends by the perishers, make alot of sense. haha.

tomorrow i have to wake up early to teach class ): and i have fucking EOM to do, and i have to redo it cause i fucking went to plagiarize. and i have gp and history to do.